[ 7:33 PM ]
i'm constantly waiting for the day when someone who hasnt posted on this blog will post about something! =)
2 hectic weekends already! way more to come! what with NSL and my "part-time" job at NUS. weekends will be burnt all the way to an earliest of 4th may. if we are lucky, it could even extend to 17th may, finals of NSL, which i hope stingrays can make it to! =)
i'm not complaining about the schedule, but i must admit that i am tired. the lack of sleep has affected my performance and my coach's trust in me to perform on court, such that i did not get any court time even when all 11 other players were put in. disappointed, despair, all set in. i was so upset, i bet those who saw me could tell. i tried to explain that i was tired, had a bad night, didnt sleep well, but.. the truth was, i was hurting inside. made me wonder why i chose this road.
it's scary how bad it affects me. i want to stay strong. but allow me to have some down time. i will be back up soon. trust me. i will do my best. despite my swollen ankle, which i twisted during warm up on saturday, i am raring to go for a run around my estate. i'll be stronger. it is national league that is coming my way.
sharon, jean and shiqi.. do not feel down because you think that you haven't been performing. personally, i think that you people are doing fine! sharon preventing your opponent from linking the play, assisting super alot in the attacks. jean doing well in looking for options and supporting the attack also. and working things out with your teammates on court. shiqi still doing well flying on court, though you may have thrown yourself around when you were tired over the last weekend.
stella.. do not be upset too! let's all work hard together and make ourselves better players for extremes in national league! forward looking. you cannot believe how excited i am about national league. hope it will be good this year. at least we are trying to plan ahead by getting a team formed soon!
the rest.. please do come for trainings! warm-heartedly cut watermelon by fanglin and long runs. i hope the team will be able to bond better. 11 april, friday, 7.30pm kallang netball centre court 5. see you there! let's go for our long run. pardon me if i leave earlier. need more recovery time than what you guys need! cos i'm still freaking U-N-F-I-T. grrr.. i hate my assignments. i hate my last-minute plans!
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